I woke up at 4am this morning feeling alone and scared and started humming these lines from the song Spark:
"She's afraid of the light in the dark.
6.58 are you sure where my spark is?
Here... Here... Here..."
So I dialed up the video and thought it was beautiful.
I didn't know the story behind the song - it's actually about Tori having a miscarriage.
Her explanation of the video:
"You don't really know what's going to happen to her, but that's not the point. She's trusting her instincts in a way she never has before, she's finding something in herself she never knew even existed."
Maybe that's why I woke up humming the song and had to find all the meanings behind it. I need to trust my instincts and know what I did, what I'm doing is right. Am I sure where my spark is? Yes, no maybe so.